B (the hubby) suggested that I start writing in a journal to help me deal with the emotions and pain of our not so easy journey to build our family. It took me 2 years to listen to him, but I finally did... So, here's my journal. Simply my space to get out what is inside of my head, as I try to live peacefully in the present moment, while awaiting our child, wherever he/she is coming from...
"Now and then it's good to pause in our pursuit of happiness and just be happy. "
UGH! I totally feel ya! I found it incredibly ironic that I had the same reaction to the pregnant bellies when I was sitting in my OB/GYN waiting room last week. Even though I am supposedly pregnant (can you tell I'm still in denial?) I still felt the exact same way about those damn bellies in the waiting room and almost had to use earplugs as women chatted between one another about their due dates and scheduled c-sections. I still don't feel like "one of them" and not sure I ever will.
I hate bellies. Hate them. They're in abundance at work...so I'm thankfully increasing my telework time. Is that terrible?? Yeah for ordering drugs. I was hoping to win the lottery for you, but alas, we didn't win last night. (Is that weird that I dream about winning the lottery and buying all my friends IVF treatments???) What protocol are you doing? (I forget)
LOL, I can relate to both those things. Sucks!
ReplyDeleteWishing you lots of luck as you get started!
I hate days like that!!
ReplyDeleteSending you tons of pixies for this cycle!!!
Ugh, on both fronts.
ReplyDeleteBut hooray for the next cycle!
Hey I am new to your story but wanted to wish you luck this round :)
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for all the bellies...I feel your pain lady! As for the meds...here's to being the key to your success!! Hoping for the best my friend!
ReplyDeleteUGH! I totally feel ya! I found it incredibly ironic that I had the same reaction to the pregnant bellies when I was sitting in my OB/GYN waiting room last week. Even though I am supposedly pregnant (can you tell I'm still in denial?) I still felt the exact same way about those damn bellies in the waiting room and almost had to use earplugs as women chatted between one another about their due dates and scheduled c-sections. I still don't feel like "one of them" and not sure I ever will.
ReplyDeleteI hate bellies. Hate them. They're in abundance at work...so I'm thankfully increasing my telework time. Is that terrible?? Yeah for ordering drugs. I was hoping to win the lottery for you, but alas, we didn't win last night. (Is that weird that I dream about winning the lottery and buying all my friends IVF treatments???) What protocol are you doing? (I forget)
ReplyDeleteWow, I need a lot of reassurance today. Oh well.
ReplyDeleteHiiisssss! And YIKES!
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